"I don’t feel strong anymore
I feel like falling to my knees.
Things aren’t the way they were before,
They’re not the way they’re supposed to be."
Atarah L. Poling (via observando)
ikaw dapat unang nakakaalam ng lahat ng nararamdaman ko e.
ikaw naman kasi. bakit ka kasi naawkward.
wala nako makwentuhan.
dedeny mo? di ka awkward?!
feeling something weird
going on like a secret
about to unfold
scary in a way that will
be much better left unsaid
if you really knew me, then you’d get it… seems like you don’t, ‘coz you didn’t.
been questioning who i am and what do i want in my life for the past month or so.
still no answer.
sometimes i just want to revisit my old self. the self that knew how to dream. the self that saw good over bad, sun shines over rain clouds. i want to know how it feels to have something to live for.
im tired of being negative all the time. but sometimes the negative makes more sense. more “real”. maybe i could retreat into the world of make believe. i know i need a time for solitude, to look into myself a little bit deeper. i know i am still in there somewhere.
i need to give myself a chance to change. but i need to push myself to take the first step. nobody else will do it for me.
it’s kinda weird. i want change so bad.. but then i am scared of it. i am scared of the unknown. but hello, nothings ever gonna happen if i let fear get in my way. damn. i have these voices in my head again. arguing. hahahaha.
Natulala ako sa isang puddle habang may mga patak ng ulan ay bumabagsak rito. Isa itong metaphor para sakin. Ako ang puddle, ang bawat patak ay ang mga taong dumadating sa buhay ko, bawat isa may impact. May malakas, matagal nananatili ang ripples nito. Yung ibang ripples naaapektuhan ang iba, yung iba di nagpapang-abot.. pero sa dulo, lahat sila mawawala rin…
sinong di mababaliw sa ulan?
From a Japanese CC commercial
Studying karate since she was ten, Rina is black belt in Ryukyu Shorin-ryu Karate.
She also did this live in a variety show: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmqayGlI3LE
yo what thef ukc